| Life right is great. I can't complain about anythin' right now.College is wonderful. I love having this freedom. I've made mistakes already, but i learned already. |
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| I really think I don't know how to play this game with my mother a.k.a egg donator. I feel every time i get some where. She starts acting like a BITCH again. Like she went out to some bar baQ. I had my friend's graduation party. I came home late ,this Bitch tried to fuck with me. |
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| I really think I don't know how to play this game with my mother a.k.a egg donator. I feel every time i get some where. She starts acting like a BITCH again. Like she went out to some bar baQ. I had my friend's graduation party. I came home late ,this Bitch tried to fuck with me. |
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| Life hasn't been that bad lately. My mom is in Trini so i can't complain. She is comin home soon,sooo.... im upset.
Right its just college things that r botherin'me. I have nuttin done. Two girls were my friends screwed me ova last week and stood me up. But i learned my lesson so wateva. I realized all i got is me,myself, and I. College is going to be as new start for me. If i get my shit straight. My college orientatin is August 1st to 3rd ,im excited. I wish my mother didn't have to go. But once again i have no say in my life decisions, like usual.
My boyfriend is leavin for Domincian Republic soon,with his family. So i get his truck for a week and a half. Im so happy! Im goin to miss my pookie bear.
My grandma is doin better than before my uncle is still really sick. But she is holdin' up. All i can do is pray for her ,and be there for her.
All i can say I need to get away for a while . |
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| Last week my mom tried to kick me out because i camr home lata. Basically she had it out for me. And she took the truck away from me, and now i have to take the bus and taxi to work. But i realized could be a whole lot worst. That i need to stop stress so much. I don't how to explain me and my mother's relationship its DIsFunctional. I realized i am never going to win with her.
I think she feels she always has to be control. With me i just want my freedom. She has a problem with me leavin' for school. she doesn't know how to handle it. Thats why she lashin out at me sooo bad, she is LOST on how to deal with me.
But anyways i have to thank GOD for my boyfriend for always dealing with my shit. My sister Mercedes,and my grandma( my HEART)
I realized when life gets hard and u don't know what to do is JUST DEAL ! |
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